Korak 257

a very funny person.I see something funny in everything but sad stuff and cruel things in life., I am not stubborn and a very good listener ., I do not lie or steal. I believe in GOD. I also have a gift that sometime i know things before they happen...strange..i believe in people for the most part but i do know that there are many bad ones out there. I am there aways to help with an open hand for someone in need but i am turned off by Gimme people..gimme this and gimme that. I love being in a situation whether to help load an old man's truck to buying icecream cones when the lady ahead at the counter did not have enough money. I love the simple things..for sunsets.to a silly word ! I do not like to kill anything..even bugs but sometimes i have too...AUGGH ! I am a X-surfer..believing in the old school of everything is cool.

a friend...someone to guide me in my writing..i do not know what i am looking for really ? I have spent my total life alone. my parents were never there for me as a child growing up. It's funny for I was there for one in the end and one soon to be.
I married a woman who never talked or shared anything..it was just the way she was...she left and the years took over. I found myself at 40 knowing..What the hell !'' I will do the things one can do alone. I traveled and explored. You may lose a life in some ways but gain in others. Oh, i do have friends ....just alone. i have seen beautiful water falls in Alaska.. I have surfed the whole coast of Calif....the same in Florida..i swam in the Bering sea and dived the China sea...I have eaten a phili-steak and cheese in Phili..Canadian bacon in Canada,,kentucky fried chicken in Kentucky and Kansas. hershey candy bar in hershey,Pa. new england clam chowder in New England and even drank the water in New Jersey...I wouldn't do that again.....been to buff. for buff wings...played basket ball with Chris jackson of the Denver Nuggets and even saved alife of an old man in tenn....
I have seen the city lights at night in..Dallas,Chicago,New york city,L.A. San Fran.,San Diego,Portland,Cleveland,Denver,New York City and so much more!
I love Zoos ,San Diego , Denver Jacksonville Fl., bronx, NY, New Orleans Zoo...I have been to every Madi Gra parade in the 80s...and still go. i have seen the far east..Japan, Okinawa, Guam ,Korea.,
Viet-nam ..Philipines ..i lived in hawaii for three years . I have driven all of interstate 40..20..10 and alot of 80...thats just east to west...almost all north to south east of mississippi...and a few west.

And somehow I feel that ...I have had a wasted life.
there is something for me to do and i am searching.
My dog cannot learn to do it outside and it is driving me crazy...I think we are fighting over who is the boss.....and he is winning !